50 + 2

 this is the raw me.. age in my eyes and all.
MY FIRST 50 YEARS WAS GETTING WHAT I NEED. THE NEXT 50 WILL BE GETTING WHAT I WANT.

so this is my journey on getting those things.

today i am having my video birthday party. jim and rob and more are coming. i will talk about whatever happens later.

right now i have to hurry up. it is almost time for Hal Sparks' radio/ustream.  i still have stuff to get ready for my party.

i am doing this because i have a way of losing my focus and putting myself last.

so this way i will stay focused and centered.  i am excited about this last leg of my journey. i want to make the best of it before i move on to my next reality...tick tick tick..hahahahaha..<3