my b-day video party

 WELL WELLY WELL!!
LAST NIGHT WAS  AWESOME
I GOT TO SHOW MY WORK  TO SPECIAL PEOPLE.
I ONLY HAVE A FEW PICS HERE AND NOT OF EVERYONE. SORRY ABOUT THAT.
AT THE BEGINNING OF THE NIGHT I WAS GETTING UPSET
NO ONE WAS SHOWING UP
THEN BANG.. PEOPLE.


GRATITIUDE ABOUT A FEW PEOPLE
ARNIE IS A TRUE FRIEND.  HE IS THE KIND OF GUY WHO IS MATTER OF FACT THERE FOR YOU.  SOLID.  I REALLY LOVE THE GUY AND APPRECIATE HIS FRIENDSHIP.

JIM..MY BEST FRIEND NEXT TO MARK IN THIS WHOLE WIDE WORLD...I WOULD TAKE A BULLET  FOR HIM W/O EVEN THINKING ABOUT IT.  I INTRODUCED HIM AS MY OTHER HUSBAND.  LIKE MARK I COULD NOT GET BY W/O HIM..WELL OBVIOUSLY I COULD BUT YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN.  IT WOULD BE MUCH EMPTIER WORLD.

AND MY BROTHER ROB. HE IS NOT MY BIRTH BROTHER. ..WE ARE SOUL KIN. HE IS MY SOUL BROTHER. I LOVE HIM MEGA BIG. HE DROVE DOWN FROM MICHIGAN FOR ME. I REALLY APPRECIATE IT.
..MARK WAS PRICELESS...I WAS FEELING RUN DOWN AND HE TOOK UP THE SLACK. I LOVE HIM HUGE..

THANKS TO JEFF INGRAM FROM THE STANDING ROCK GALLERY FOR LETTING ME USE HIS SPACE..IF YOU EVER WANT TO DONATE PLEASE DO.  HE DOES AN AMAZING JOB MAKING KENT A COMMUNITY.  http://www.standingrock.net/   

OKAY BRASS TACKS..WHAT I WANT
MORE SPACE & MONEY
MONEY IS A MEANS TO AN ENDS..
I WANT TO TRAVEL

I WANT TO PRODUCE BETTER QUALITY WORK
AN UPGRADE WILL TAKE MONEY AND SPACE

..PAUSE... I AM CRYING...I AM GRATEFUL FOR ALL OF THE LOVE IN MY LIFE
IT HAS NOT BEEN EASY BUT
I HAD TO GET GLOMMY TO FIND OUT HOW SPECIAL LIFE IS

I HAD TO HIT A ROUGH SPOT IN MY MARRIAGE TO REALIZE HOW MUCH I LOVE MARK
WE WERE FRIENDS AND ALL OF A SUDDEN WERE A COUPLE
IT JUST HAPPENED  THAT WAS NOV. 1984 WE HAVE BEEN TOGETHER EVER SINCE
LIKE A LOT OF AMAZING WONDERFUL THINGS THAT HAVE HAPPENED TO ME
THEY JUST HAPPENED.  I NEVER ASKED FOR THEM BUT I WAS OPEN.
IF YOU WANT GLORIOUS SURPRISES YOU CAN'T THINK..NOT... YOU THINK..OKAY...
WITH ALL OF THESE..I WAS STUNNED BUT SAID..OKAY... I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS IS REAL BUT  I GUESS IT IS REAL...
MARK, ARLO, HAL, ..JUST OFF THE TOP..
WITH MARK I THINK I TOOK  US FOR GRANTED..NOT HIM..I ALWAYS NEW HIS QUALITY
I THINK I HAD TO FIND OUT I COULD LOSE US

SO WHAT I AM SAYING "YOU GOTTA' HAVE DARK TO STICK THE LIGHT IN!" ADG

I DON'T REGRET THE TOUGH PAINFUL CRAPPY SHIT
BECAUSE W/O IT I  WOULDN'T HAVE THE HAPPINESS I HAVE NOW AND  THAT I NEVER KNEW EXISTED.  THE MORE YOU OPEN UP.  THE MORE IT GROWS. WHEN YOUR HEART IS FILLED WITH LOVE IT GOES OUT AND YOU GET IT BACK TENFOLD. YOU DON'T ASK FOR IT. YOU DON'T EXPECT IT. IT JUST HAPPENS, LIKE SUNSHINE.

THAT'S ENOUGH FOR TODAY.   I AM NOT GOING TO WRITE EVERYDAY. TOMORROW MARK IS OFF SO I WILL BE HAVING BLOOD TAKEN TO SEE IF I AM A MATCH FOR MY SISTER. SHE HAS LYMPHOMA AND NEEDS A  BONE MARROW TRANSPLANT. I HOPE I AM A MATCH.
OTHER THAN THAT..WE NEED TO FINISH OUR CHRISTMAS CARDS AND GET THOSE OUT..
... AND JUST ENJOY BEING MR AND MRS FUN...